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Back in love???

what the @*%^! i think i'm inlove with a thug.

i'm inlove with him before and now i'm falling again fo more.

"you know, this ain't the first time this is happenin' to me, this love sick thing, i like serious relationships and huh' a girl like me don't stay single for long, 'cuz everytime a boyfriend and i break up, my world is crushing i'm all alone, the love bug crawls right back up and bites me AND I"M BACK. I"M BACK INLOVE"

whether i win him or not, it's ok...

i'll still feel the same, the way i did long before..

LOvE yA *PanCho*

I THOUGHT HE KNEW

"i thought he knew he's my world. i thought he knew he's my all. i thought he knew he's my life. i thought... "

Once again, another failed relationship of mine. The guy whom i thought was the person who will never leave me has left me alone with nothing but a broken heart.. I'm bleeding and though people may never see me crying, you know inside i feel like dying...

I thought he's the one i'm gonna be with for the rest of my life.. The ring that symbolizes the love and the promise we made is no longer useful, now, it will be just a memory of a shattered dreams and broken love.

I tried to be the best girl to him. i gave my all and the best that i can. I even disobeyed my parents when they discovered our affair, know why? Because i love him..

But everything fell into pieces when he heard some false news about me. He suddenly turned me away without asking me if those news were true or not.

I sent him a love letter thru friendster 2 weeks ago and he answered it with "ANO ITO? WHAT ARE YOU ASSUMING? TAYO BA?"

When i read it, suddenly tears fell from my eyes.. Nothing hurts more than that...

Now, i don't know what to do.. I'M SCARED TO FALL IN LOVE 'COZ EVERYTIME I DO IT SEEMS TO NEVER LAST..

I'm like a leaf, floating on the breeze with my broken heart...

i love you still BOO,, you know who you are...

a week full of sadness

how come i said " a week full of sadness"... It's because of a person whom i thought will always be there for me, but he's now ignoring me.. The one who promised me of Love, Where did it go?

It's been a while since the last time i talked to him and saw his face.. i really miss him.. he said we just gotta cool it off and then get back again for the better.. but it seems that he cares no more...   

why did he had to leave me? when he said that love will conquer all? when he said that dreaming was as good as reality... and now i must move on, trying to forget all the memories when he was near me.. but i can't let go of his love that has taught me TO HOLD ON...

I'm doing everything to save what we had. But i think he doesn't love me no more...

He didn't respond to my messages nor answering my call.. i texted him to tell me straight if he's not inlove anymore but i got no word from him..

if he only knew how much pain causes me everytime he ignores me...

i do love him still.. I can't say goodbye...

i love you still John Concepcion...

I Miss You, John

"I Miss You"

Thought I heard your voice yesterday
When I turned around to say

That I loved you baby
I realize, it was juss my mind
Played tricks on me

And it seems colder lately at night
And I try to sleep with the lights on
Every time the phone rings
I pray to God it's you
And I just can't believe
That we're through

I miss you
There's no other way to say it
And I can't deny it
I miss you
It's so easy to see
I miss you and me

Is it turning over this time
Have we really changed our minds about each other's love
All the feelings that we used to share
I refuse to believe
That you don't care

I miss you
There's no other way to say it
And I, and I can't deny it
I miss you
It's so easy to see
I miss you and me

I've got to gather myself as together
I've been through worst kinds of weather
If it's over now
Then I'll be strong
Can't believe that you're gone
I've got to carry over

I miss you
There's no other way to say it
And I, and I can't deny it
I miss you
It's so easy to see
I miss you and me

Oh there's no other way to say it
I can't deny it
I miss you baby
It's so easy to see
I miss you and me

Oh no other way to say it
I miss you baby
There's no other
That you're deprived of me now
That you're deprived of me now
I miss you
Said I can't deny it
I, I, I, I miss you baby
It's so easy to see
I miss you and me